I am bored

Although I quit online gaming some time ago, that doesn't mean I don't want to post anymore. But now that I'm creating this entry, I'm beginning to face the exact same problem as before. I am bored, so I blog. But what to blog about? About the fact that I'm trying to change my life? Or the fact that I'm fed up with being bored. Or that I actually am quite happy sometimes. Or should I just write about the fact that I'm bored again. That's what I usually do. Now that I am typing, I really cba to go any further, cause I don't know what the hell to write about. I just want to go to sleep... and wake up friday. Cause then life starts again My weekends totally rock. I get to spend them with the one I love, and I never feel more alive than I do in the weekends. But during the week, I get bored. A lot. And I ask myself why. Why am I doing the things I am doing. Why do I only have the energy when he's around me. Why do I only feel good, when I'm talking to him. When I see him, when I feel him. It's like he completes me. But, when he leaves after the weekend, he takes a part of me with him. And there I am, left behind, and I'm thinking of him. But I know now, that I will see him again. That I can hold him again. I know now, that he loves me. And that, makes all of it worth while.